school starts in a week and it has been decided that i will be a junior this year. two more years of dragging myself into that building every morning. i am not too sad about it, that is what i pretty much thought would happen. it would be too hard for me to do extra work every day. i couldn´t even deal with the usual everyday homework two years ago. there is always too many other things up.
good thing is that i will at least have time to breath after school. i can do all kinds of fun things that i want to. better yet, i do not have to rush deciding where to go after high school, because this girl here has no idea. i need time.
these couple of weeks have gone by fast. and i have still been taking it really easy. doing nothing much at all. doing only what and when i have wanted to. the same old art stuff, and, in addition, since i have this new sweet russian camera in my hands (thanks to the best friend of mine), a little bit of photography as well. i enjoy it a lot.
one thing that i have never been fond of doing is reading books. eventually i have managed to do it lately like one normal human being should. i have always had problems with focusing. this time i even kind of like it, despite the fact that i HAVE to read it. something is not right.
no deadlines or pressure is good, but i feel like i need a schedule now. i need to get busy. and oh! the fall is almost here.
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